© 2005 Wild Family 

 
MY STORY

Standing at the top of a skicross course is intimidating. The jumps are huge and at most races, the men and women share the same takeoffs and landings. At each race, someone has to be the first woman to drop in and test those massive jumps. In my 10-year racing career, that woman was usually me. While my competitors stood in the start gate biting their nails, I knew I could get over the jumps without much fear.  I would look at the other women and say, “Follow me. If I can clear the jumps, you can clear them, too.”

 

I could’ve let my competitors stand there in doubt, used my confidence to psych them out, but I wanted to show them how to conquer their fears. More often than not, those women beat me during the race. Although I had a career I’m proud of and even won the Winter X Games in my rookie debut in 2000, I wasn’t the most successful woman in my sport.

 

So why did I help my competitors? That’s something I’ve thought about a lot since retiring from ski racing in 2009. Why didn’t use my mental toughness to my advantage, instead of sharing it with my peers? What I’ve come to realize is that

although I love competing and pushing myself to my threshold and beyond, empowering other women to push themselves to greatness is my true calling. While many professional athletes struggle after retiring to find a new purpose and passion, mine found me pretty quickly, after head injuries forced me to retire earlier than I’d planned. But looking back, if not for those injuries and a willingness to change my lifestyle in order to protect my brain and my future, I might never have found my true calling.

 

At the start of what would become my final season in skicross, my focus was set on one goal: competing for Canada in the 2010 Winter Olympics in Vancouver, where my sport would make its debut. But at the X Games in Aspen that January, I suffered a concussion during a practice run and had to pull out of the event. It was one in a long list of concussions, but this time the post-concussion symptoms stuck around. In March, I attempted to race in a World Cup event, but I was still struggling and unable to make it to the start gate. In May, I went for a mountain bike ride and after 15 minutes, I was so dizzy and nauseous, I had to leave my bike on the side of the road and walk home. Although I wanted more than anything to represent my country in the Olympics, I realized I needed to call it a career. I wanted to be a mother someday. I wanted to live a long, healthy life. So I hung up my skis for good.

 

Eight years later, I still suffer repercussions from my head injuries. If I ski or ride my mountain bike for even a few hours, I become extremely fatigued and need to lie down for several hours. When I’m stressed or tired, I get severe vertigo and feel dizzy and nauseous; sometimes it lasts for months at a time. I deal with depression, something I never thought I’d say, but when it hits, I remind myself that I hit my head many times throughout my career. Even simple work tasks require a high level of peace and concentration and I often forget the names of people I’ve known for years. I tell myself that depression is a normal side effect and it won’t last forever. Then I go outside, take a yoga class or do a Crossfit workout and slowly I begin to feel like myself again.

 

Most importantly, I’ve learned to take a step back from the hard-charging life of a professional ski racer and slow down, enjoy each day and find balance in my life. Today, I have a more holistic view of life. I’ve become curious about nutrition, essential oils and leading a well-rounded, mindful life. And I’m passionate about sharing what I’ve learned with others.

 

I also rekindled my love for paddling, something I’ve done since I was a kid growing up in Lac Beauport, Quebec. When I returned to paddling in 2009, SUP racing had become popular in Tahoe, where I live with my husband, Jay, and our 5-year son, Jaxi. SUP racing gave me an opportunity to satisfy my competitive side, while also protecting my head. These days, when I fall, I land in the water. I was immediately hooked on the sport and continue to race to this day. My next race is the Tahoe Cup at Donner Lake on May 27.

 

In 2010, my husband, Jay, and I took over a SUP store on the west shore of Tahoe. About 10 months later, an amazing piece of lakefront property became available and we opened Watermans Landing beach café and paddle shop. Through Waterman’s, I’ve found a new way to help women conquer their fears—by taking them paddling.

 

At the start of each session, I present each woman in my class with something I call the Waterman’s Challenge. I ask them to lie prone on their paddleboard and paddle through a course I know will challenge them, but that they’ll be able to finish.

 

Oftentimes, the first thing I hear is the reasons why each woman can’t do it. She can’t get her hair wet or the water’s too cold or she’s not strong enough or competitive enough. I tell each woman she’s not in my class simply to learn to paddleboard, but also to learn to push through her barriers, to learn to step up not only in sport but in their lives. Then I tell the women to follow me through the course.

 

After the women finish the challenge—and everyone always finishes—the laughter and chatter and energy level raises 500 percent. The experience does something to their confidence, their adrenaline. They feel alive. And so do I.

 

I’m not only teaching them a new sport; I’m helping them to explore the competitive mindset of a professional athlete. That’s what I want to dedicate the rest of my life to, helping women gain resiliency, take on challenges and crawl outside of their shells. I want to give them the tools I gained during my years as a professional athlete and encourage them to push themselves in business, in their relationships and even in the meals they cook for themselves and their families each night.

 

I also want to work with woman young and aged, to share with them the lessons I learned the hard way. I want athletes to talk openly about head injuries in the same way they discuss broken bones or their favorite shoulder surgeons or knee rehab specialists.

 

The more people talk openly about concussions and the consequence of head injuries, the less taboo they will be and the better chance there is that athletes will take the proper steps to rest and recover their brains after they receive one.

 

Each day, I live my past with a lot of pride. While I did not accomplish my career goals as a ski racer,  I retired with numerous titles, awards and gold medals; I learned so much from it that I want to share with the world. 

 

 

A passionate young soul with addiction for life and devotion for success.  I Grew-up believing my most valuable assets in life were family.  And still today, I live with family values that are accountable to the success of my careers.  

 

I was born in 1972, growing-up in Lac-Beauport, Quebec in an active French Canadian town were becoming an Olympian was a commonality. I developed a fearlessness, strong-minded and hard-working perfectionist were important characteristics that were essential to accomplish my dream as a unique youth woman.  My ambitious attitude leads my career to success and to live a life dream, spending time in the mountain ski racing from 1979 until 2009, 30 years of pure magic.  Skiing with the Canadian Alpine Ski Team and the Canadian Skicross Team. Participating in 10 ESPN X-GAMES winning gold in 2000.  Studying on a full athletic scholarship at Sierra Nevada College, achieving a BS in Environmental Science and a minor in Ski Business and Resort Management, while receiving All-American honors. And manages a profitable freeskiing professional career.  In the summer months, paddling was the prevailing activity and I also found success; winning several Canadian National gold medals in Sprint Canoe-Kayak. the fierce competitive attitude at a young age.

MY YOUTH 
 

SKI CAREER BEST

All American Scholar Athlete  - TOP 15 Skicross World Rank  - TOP 10 North American Rank Alpine Skier - ESPN X-Games Skier-X Gold Medalist - 24 Hours of Aspen Co-Champion  - Canadian Skicross National champion  - 2x US Skiercross champion  - TOP 5 World Tour Freeskier  - 15 Skicross career victories  - 35 Skicross career podiums - Canadian National podiums in Sprint Canoeing  - Canadian Alpine Ski Team  &  Skicross National Team Member.

MEDIA APPEARANCE

ESPN, ESPN2, ESPN W magazine, ABC, CBS,NBC, OLN, FOX SPORTS NET, SPIKE TV, RSN, RushHDTELEVISION, CBC, Radio Canada, TVA, TQS, RDS, TSN, GLOBAL, Euro Sport, ESPN, France 2, SKIER, SKI CANADA, POWER,SKI PRESS, SKI RACING, FREEZE, ESPN magazine, SOLO NIEVE, Sacramento Bee, DENVER POST, RENO GAZETTE, BONANZA, TAHOE WORLD, SIERRA SUN, NORTH TAHOE WEEKLY, ASPEN TIMES, Squaw Valley Times, LE SOLEIL, JOURNAL DE QUEBEC, JOURNAL DE MONTREAL, LA PRESS, GLOBE AND MAIL, THE SOUTHLAND TIME (NZ), MOUNTAIN SCENE (NZ)